[ Jouno isn't quite sure what to think of Dazai's brutally honest answer. It's what he asked for, but it also makes him realize they're more similar than he'd like to believe.
Jouno had found something in torture, in hearing people scream and cry, after losing his sight. Without that, he isn't sure where he'd be. Still, Dazai has tried all of that (minus the obvious of losing his vision) -- he was known for it in the mafia, after all.
Still, this is the sort of defeat that Jouno likes to indulge in. The twisted hopelessness where there's nothing left. He licks his lips; they feel painfully dry all of the sudden. ]
This side of you is interesting
[ Much better than the obnoxious fool that Dazai played the part of. ]
interesting, huh? i think this might be the first time u have ever considered me interesting at all, woah
[ Was this.... Something that they could talk about, without Jouno pushing him to shut up and go away? What were Jouno's intentions here? He'd already mocked him, reminded him of his birthday, and now???
This was weird. He doesn't expect it to go much further, really. ]
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Jouno had found something in torture, in hearing people scream and cry, after losing his sight. Without that, he isn't sure where he'd be. Still, Dazai has tried all of that (minus the obvious of losing his vision) -- he was known for it in the mafia, after all.
Still, this is the sort of defeat that Jouno likes to indulge in. The twisted hopelessness where there's nothing left. He licks his lips; they feel painfully dry all of the sudden. ]
This side of you is interesting
[ Much better than the obnoxious fool that Dazai played the part of. ]
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i think this might be the first time u have ever considered me interesting at all, woah
[ Was this....
Something that they could talk about, without Jouno pushing him to shut up and go away? What were Jouno's intentions here? He'd already mocked him, reminded him of his birthday, and now???
This was weird. He doesn't expect it to go much further, really. ]